neonvulture's Journal

Just between me and you
I need a job
I am having an amazing summer
I never thought I would have deep meaningful relationships like I have now

Thank you God

Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: sage francis

Yeah
Some things will never change or some things constantly do. I am grateful for some of the change in my life right now. I got myself a job, I have found a certain person that actually seems to care, and I feel more comfortable with my family than ever. But as I mentioned earlier, some things will never change. Some people will never change.

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: don caballero

Second chances are amazing!
I grew up an asshole to my sisters and there are alot of things I did to them that they should never forgive me for.
Ive been seeing them alot and I feel like God has given me a second chance at being a true brother.
I love my sisters with all my heart!
I started thinking about things in a way I never did.
Who is going to be around when you get old?
Friends might dissapear but family will always be there.

I still have a lot of work ahead of me but Im ready for whatever stands in my way.

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: california guitar trio

I am
The verbal hologram

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Jedi mind tricks

the creek
Sitting by this creek last night was incredible.
It was dark yet for some reason I felt like I could see everything.

I feel like I finally met someone interesting.

I feel good.

It's a tropical rainforest in my room.

Current Mood: satisfied
Current Music: ugly cassanova

These are the times when its easy to lose ones mind
Looks like Ive lost the path thats so hard to find

Come home chad! :(

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: modest mouse

Here we go again
Another day of unemployment

I really need some more direction in my life. I still dont know what I want to do with school or anything else for that matter. It sucks but I know that its all going to work out eventually.

I want to see courntey!!!!

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Kaki King

Revelation
As I was riding my bike I realized that I have it made!
I have a loving family and a crap load of friends
BUT
Most importantly I have God!

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: mates of state

More random things
I saw two bums making out yesterday.
Two guys
One black
One white
CRAZY!

I saw this insane guy singing in a voice similar to daffy duck yesterday as well.

Cant stop the rain

Current Mood: ummm
Current Music: aphex twin

Just some thoughts
I laugh at simple things
I guess thats why I hang out with stupid people

Sometimes I sleep to dream
Sometimes I dream about sleeping

Every so often I stand in front of the mirror after I get out of the shower and laugh.

What a night last night....I think I will remember this one

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Keller williams

I figured out my password
Im glad I remembered my password.

I dont know why I am writing in this again.

Man my body aches.....
and my heart

I hate not being able to go on pointless driving expeditions. Fuck you street sweeping!

Im obsessed with street art at the moment. Can't stop thinking about it

RSM

Current Mood: weird
Current Music: death cab for cutie

Give me a job!

Current Mood: annoyed

x We will never die x
Went to a "hardcore" show at high five. Let me just say that it wasn't hardcore and it sucked. The only thing I enjoyed was seeing people I knew. I hope this band thing with jared works out.

"Got to be some more change in my life"

Man!

This sucks!

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: interpol duh

Do what tastes right
So no more myspace.

Going to start writing in this more hopefully or just stop wasting time with the computer all together. Haven't decided yet.
Uhhh so yeah I didn't really do much today but I feel really weird. Like theres something wrong upstairs. Maybe it will go away.

Current Mood: crazy

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Current Music: Pelican

V-day
Me and sebastian finally started a band that Im excited about.

I went to fujiyama with my love last night. It was heaven.

I played the cop count game last night and I counted 10 cop cars just waiting to pull me over.

FUCK THE POLICE!

Current Mood: silly
Current Music: mice parade

Words can't describe how good sigur ros was last night.

Current Mood: speechless
Current Music: slc punk soundtrack

Lots of concerts
Lots of being busy
Lots of love

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: the books

We can do it romanticly
So whats going on in adams life?

I think Ive been sleeping waaaay to much which in turn makes me more tired

I hope I get this job at the north market and I really dont know why I want it. It pays exactly half of what Im making right now. I guess I just love the north market that much.

Uhhhhhh yeah.

I hate hate hate cold

Current Mood: blank
Current Music: death from above 1979

flip flop
I read eat sleep.

Ive fallen into this cycle I cant get out of. I need money but that would require getting another job and taking up more time which means I would have to miss out on a lot of things and I dont want to do that.

Buhhhh

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: pooooooop

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